Knowns and Unknowns
This weekend, a lot of things happened at once. Okay, well maybe two big things. But it seems that they are coming all at once. I've hit the time where it seems that endings and beginnings all mingle and mash together.
First for the beginnings and the knowns. Most reading this will know that I finished my dissertation this May. I actually defended the thing last November, but took some time to address some shortcomings that my committee saw. That pushed back my graduation date until this past weekend. I had waffled on attending, but I finally decided to do it. Eight years, after all, is a long investment and I should get something out of the deal. If that means walking across a stage and getting a diploma and a handshake, then so be it!
Going back to New Orleans was great as usual. We stayed with our friends Kevin and Brenda and the kids. However, it was a little sad. Every time we go back, it was with me as a student of the University of New Orleans. That was at the time the major connection with New Orleans that brought me back time and again. We would also go to Mardi Gras, but that was made possible because I was a student, and didn't have a steady job.
However, as of Friday, May 16th, I am not a student. That connection with New Orleans has been severed. I'm an alumnus of the University of New Orleans. We have friends there, and Mardi Gras will still go on year after year. But something seems changed. Other things will change as well. No more student prices at our local movie theater. I've joined the adults again!
The second big thing to hit was my acceptance of a job. I agreed to a one-year contract with the political science department at Texas Tech University in Lubbock. The opportunity is a great one. I will teach three classes a semester and have time to work on research that will make me a more attractive job candidate for a tenure track position next year. But, taking the position means leaving Megan and staying in Lubbock on weekdays and commuting home on weekends. That is going to be difficult on us, and we have to take care of a few difficult logistics before I start in August, like buying a car (an activity I loathe). It will also possibly put the crimp on going to Mardi Gras (at least for me) in the coming year.
I had to agree to a one-year position because of the apparent shortcomings in my resume. I don't have enough publications that matter, I have been out of the academic environment for four years, and I only taught, heavens forbid, at my own institution. I also am not a specialist in the Middle East (the flavor of the month in political science - it suddenly became important after 9/11). So while I watched all my colleagues get tenure track positions around me, I languished. So, Texas Tech here I come.
If I sound whiny, okay, you're right. I'm iffy on living in Lubbock, especially after living in California, Milwaukee, San Antonio, New Orleans, and Albuquerque. And I'd hoped that I would find a full-time position with a tenure track. Alas, it was not to be. But, a job's a job, and for at least a year we will have two incomes and maybe save up something that will help us buy a house in the future. Perhaps if we are lucky, we'll be able to stay in Albuquerque. I may find academia is not for me, or may find that if teaching is what I want, a community college is acceptable. So there are lots of positives.
It's all endings and beginnings. Here is the vid of the event that led to this musing, if you're interested...
First for the beginnings and the knowns. Most reading this will know that I finished my dissertation this May. I actually defended the thing last November, but took some time to address some shortcomings that my committee saw. That pushed back my graduation date until this past weekend. I had waffled on attending, but I finally decided to do it. Eight years, after all, is a long investment and I should get something out of the deal. If that means walking across a stage and getting a diploma and a handshake, then so be it!
Going back to New Orleans was great as usual. We stayed with our friends Kevin and Brenda and the kids. However, it was a little sad. Every time we go back, it was with me as a student of the University of New Orleans. That was at the time the major connection with New Orleans that brought me back time and again. We would also go to Mardi Gras, but that was made possible because I was a student, and didn't have a steady job.
However, as of Friday, May 16th, I am not a student. That connection with New Orleans has been severed. I'm an alumnus of the University of New Orleans. We have friends there, and Mardi Gras will still go on year after year. But something seems changed. Other things will change as well. No more student prices at our local movie theater. I've joined the adults again!
The second big thing to hit was my acceptance of a job. I agreed to a one-year contract with the political science department at Texas Tech University in Lubbock. The opportunity is a great one. I will teach three classes a semester and have time to work on research that will make me a more attractive job candidate for a tenure track position next year. But, taking the position means leaving Megan and staying in Lubbock on weekdays and commuting home on weekends. That is going to be difficult on us, and we have to take care of a few difficult logistics before I start in August, like buying a car (an activity I loathe). It will also possibly put the crimp on going to Mardi Gras (at least for me) in the coming year.
I had to agree to a one-year position because of the apparent shortcomings in my resume. I don't have enough publications that matter, I have been out of the academic environment for four years, and I only taught, heavens forbid, at my own institution. I also am not a specialist in the Middle East (the flavor of the month in political science - it suddenly became important after 9/11). So while I watched all my colleagues get tenure track positions around me, I languished. So, Texas Tech here I come.
If I sound whiny, okay, you're right. I'm iffy on living in Lubbock, especially after living in California, Milwaukee, San Antonio, New Orleans, and Albuquerque. And I'd hoped that I would find a full-time position with a tenure track. Alas, it was not to be. But, a job's a job, and for at least a year we will have two incomes and maybe save up something that will help us buy a house in the future. Perhaps if we are lucky, we'll be able to stay in Albuquerque. I may find academia is not for me, or may find that if teaching is what I want, a community college is acceptable. So there are lots of positives.
It's all endings and beginnings. Here is the vid of the event that led to this musing, if you're interested...
Labels: academia, beginning, ending, graduate school
posted by Michael L. Hess at 3:56 PM
4 Comments:
Oh, Mikey! It made my heart swell to watch you walk across the stage.I'm glad you decided to participate in the ceremony. I'm so proud of you, hon!
Lubbock or Leave It, huh? Well, maybe you can rally the town to put up some statues of the Dixie Chicks... I'm sorry that you'll have to commute away from home. I know that will be tough for you guys. I'll keep you both in my thoughts and prayers, sweetie. Might wanna go ahead and bump up the minutes on your cell phone plan now....
I promise that the time will go by quickly! Believe me, there is nothing like missing someone to realize how much you love all those annoying little things you fell in love with in the first place. As for a car... you guys need to man up, go to a Toyota Dealership and get a certified used vehicle even though it will mean payments. I've watched you guys suffer with your car choices for years... and let me tell you, the two Tacomas I've bought have given me zero trouble and make me feel safe that I won't have to deal with a breakdown in the middle of nowhere! Oh... and maybe you could get a hybrid!? Woo Hoo!
Anyhow... I'm proud of you. Go you!
Way to go, Mike!! Commuting will be a drag, but you two are strong enough to get through it whole. I've recently joined the Toyota fan club too and I recommend them for being dependable. That little whiz bang that Elisabeth drove in New Orleans was a yota and our Mom is still driving it today. A year will fly past like nothing when you're teaching three courses. Good luck and let us know what happens! Oh! What did you finally name your new dog?
Ive no doubt your going to make a great teacher Mike. You've had plenty of experience on the student end of things thats for sure! (Im jealous really, I wish I could have stayed a student longer than I did.)
I wish you the best of luck and Im sure the year will go by quickly. And maybe Lubbock has some hidden charms, no?
My advice: When looking for a new car for a long commute, other than the obvious issue of reliability, dont underestimate the importance of a good radio (I recommend satellite) and a strong air conditioner.
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